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Saturday, December 31st, 2005
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back in town for a couple days, im leavin again monday night to head back to cali.
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Tuesday, December 20th, 2005
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this week is flying by. everybody is going on leave so theres nobody here to work. we're getting out at like 2 every day and spending the mornings at the gym. thats all ive been doing, tho ive skipped a couple times the past week because of long days. the only crappy thing is ive stopped running for the most part because it isnt any fun. so my run time is probably slower now, i bet its a 21 minute 3 mile which isnt "bad" but i dont like it. plus im just getting better from being sick as dog shit.
one good thing about the holidays is that one of my roommates went home for leave and will be gone for like a month, hopefully the other will too so i can have a room to myself.
looking forward to seeing a lot of you guys when i get back, should be some good times to be had.
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Sunday, December 11th, 2005
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well a change of plans once again. i was able to get new years off, so ill be comming home on the 29th. its only 4 days, and its costint me an assload of money to come back but i think its gonna be worth it. i'd rather break in the new year with old friends anyhow, so we're gonna have some fun. i come in at 5am on the 30th and leave around 9 on the 2nd, so not too much time but i dont plan on sleeping while im back either, to make up for it.
so leave some love, see you all sooner than later
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Wednesday, November 30th, 2005
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things didnt turn out the way i planned. i found out yesterday when i'd get my 96 holiday block. so i looked at how much a ticket would be and the cheapest i could find was 650. so ill be staying here. i'm looking to come back in may or sometime close to that.
in other news thanksgiving was nice, even though i didnt spend it with my family. i went over to a friends place and it was pretty good. how was everybody elses holiday?
there isnt that much to do out here seeing as how i dont have a car, which sucks so i just go to the gym all the time. thats a good thing though because now i finally have time to do it on a regular basis instead of going on and off.
anyhow, ill cya all later
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Thursday, November 17th, 2005
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well... ive decided not to come home for christmas this year. i'd like to and all, but the plane ticket would be too much money for only a couple days. it wouldnt feel the same with matt being in ching chong land anyways. im gonna wait until he can come back and try and get to have the same time off. plus the longer i wait the longer i can come home for. i dont really like the holidays anyhow so i dont think ill be missing too much but whatever. so unless somebody can come up with a super good reason i wont be comming home for christmas.
that just means we're gonna have to have a really good time when i come back. and canada will be an option.
on another note im sore as fuck right now from running and stuff. its a whole different story when your running 4 miles up and down hills as opposed to flat land. but ill leave it at that.
just for future reference if anybody wants to call me just to do it after 7, because my workday ends at 4 and i probably wouldnt be able to talk during it. (3 hour time difference)
well its bedtime so ill write some more tomorrow, and maybe change a few things around here.
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Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
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well i havent touched this thing in a while. i never really know what to say or any shit like that but oh well. i figure i'd might as well say it now before anybody gets ideas, but i may come home for christmas. the only problem i have with that is spending a lot of money to come home for 4 days, but ill see whats up tomorrow.
cali is a whole lot different than anywhere else ive been. i havent been into the big cities too much yet and i hope to get a camera and take some pictures. i never knew how many fucking mountains there were out here, it kinda sucks seeing as most of the time we're running up and over them, but at least it isnt humid.
hope everything back on the homefront is going well and shit.
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decided not to buy the laptop, didnt need it enough. i may get one in a few months, and i'd rather save up for a car anyways.
went shopping for clothes for the second time, and for the second time it wasnt my idea.
stuff here is boring as fuck. not much else to report....
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i havent updated in a long time, havent really had the time, or a computer for that matter. its all good though.
stuff down here is pretty good with the weather being an exception. its humid as fuck every day, and tropical storms every once in a while are comming through.
not too sure what else to put down right now, im getting a new computer so i'll be on more pretty soon.
im not sure whether or not i'll be able to, but i may come home around october before i go to my duty station. im hoping to go to arizona for more school after im done here, we'll see where it goes.
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Braed has inflatrated Andys journal.
Matt, Andy and Jesse should be returning around May 5th for about 10 days or so until they're sent to their base where they will be stationed for a good 4 years (5 for Andy.)
I'm going to their graduation on may 2nd in S.C. If anyone wants to write them letters still, get ahold of me, or leave a comment, I'll send them out for you.
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Sunday, January 16th, 2005
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22 days including today.
the amount of time before im gone. it seems to creep up quicker and quicker. i thought that feburary 7th wouldnt be a day i wanted to come any time soon. right now, who gives a fuck; i sure as hell dont.
it seems like everything is starting to come undone, just like it always does. the only difference is this time i dont care.
up until now ive wanted a lot of things to happen in my life that never occured. i felt like i was cursed or had been dealt a shitty hand. always thinking about the next time and shit like that. i keep trying to look at things in a better light, when in fact there is no light where i am. ive gotten sick of nearly everything around me and im glad that now is a time for change.
i mean sure there are a few things that i'll miss, like my really good friends and family, but i wont miss putting up with other peoples bullshit.
at times i may blow things out of proportion, and tomorrow im sure i wont be very mad. but for kicks, fuck tomorrow im pissed now.
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Saturday, January 8th, 2005
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Shaking like a dog shittin' razorblades,
waking up next to nothing after dreaming of you and me
I'm waking up all alone, waking up so relieved
while you're taking your time with apologies,
I'm making my plans for revenge.
Red eyes on orange horizons
If Columbus was wrong I'd drive straight off the edge.
I'd drive straight off the edge.
Taking your own life with boredom,
I'm taking my own life with wine -
it helps you to rule out the sorrow,
it helps me to empty my mind.
Making the most of a bad time
I'm smoking the brains from my head
Leaving the coal calling the kettle black and orange and red
This kettle is seeing red.
I've got a big fat fuckin' bone to pick with you my darling.
In case you haven't heard I'm sick and tired of trying.
I wish you would take my radio to bathe with you,
plugged in and ready to fall.
Shaking like a dog shittin' razorblades,
waking up next to nothing after dreaming of you and me
I'm waking up all alone, waking up so relieved
while you're taking your time with apologies,
I'm planning out my revenge.
Red eyes on orange horizons
If Columbus was wrong I'd drive straight off the edge.
I'm seeing red.
I've got a big fat fuckin' bone to pick with you my darling.
In case you haven't heard I'm sick and tired of trying.
I wish you would take my radio to bathe with you,
plugged in and ready to fall.
and remember its like trying to domesticate a wild animal, you could love it to death but in the end it will still go for your jugular.
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Wednesday, January 5th, 2005
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its early in the morning, and yet another night without sleep. i really dont feel like updating this thing anymore.
this month is going to be a ball. i have so many mixed feelings that sometimes i just zone out and wonder what im doing.
i dont know, fuck.
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Friday, December 24th, 2004
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christmas eve sucked some real ass. i went to my aunts and just sat around for a long time. i talked to my uncle who was in the army about stuff and that was ok.
all i got was one card from my grandma that was exactly the same as my brothers. that made me feel super.
i hate everything christmas stands for now days
fuck presents
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Sunday, December 19th, 2004
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what a day.
i just got back from penn state a few hours ago. drove pretty much the entire day, because a friend needed a ride there and there was nobody else to get him there.
i cant wait for christmas shopping tomorrow, i dont even have a list of people i need to get shit for.
school is done and over with, i moved out all the way on thursday and said goodbye pretty much. ill probably see my roommate ryan when he comes down for some supercross thing at the silverdome, that and ill probably visit once before i leave for good.
its late, and i could go for some sleep
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Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
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| Time: | 12:00 am. |
| Mood: |  shitty. |
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man, time is starting to fly. my last exam is tomorrow, and i have to be out of the dorm the day after that. Its amazing how fast things go by, its just a matter of time before febuary rolls around and i have much to do before then.
im not looking forward to...
my exam
moving my shit
3 hour drives
the holidays
seeing crappy relatives
getting shit from them^
cutting my hair
missing all of my friends
things will work out, at least i'll keep telling myself that
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Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
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it feels like my head was ran over by a steam roller.
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Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
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| Time: | 6:02 am. |
| Mood: |  puking bear. |
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im in a pretty good mood right now. turns out i dont have to take the sociology exam, so i was sweating bullets for nothing. The test today went alright, i was too happy to concentrate very much so i may not have done well. but right now i dont care
a friend of mine has season tickets to the lions games this year, and he has an extra ticket. i was invited. its on the 19th and its against the vikings. im there now
the only problem right now is that i got sick. i think ive got a cold, well im pretty sure i have a cold, and being sick isnt something i normally get. i took like a 3 hour nap after class, and woke up feeling crappy. It's my fault anyways because i dont always wear a coat, and other people are cold. Oh well, im good to go.
i have one paper left to write, and two exams; one on thursday and the other next wednsday.
im out for now
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Monday, December 6th, 2004
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i have a sociology test to study for, but what's the point...
everything i read just bounces off of my head and i dont remember any of it. If i have a b- in the class then i dont have to take the exam. if i have to take the exam im really going to be mad.
wierd enough, but this is the first time ive really been homesick... and ive only been back for a day. i dont know what i miss, but whatever it is i need it.
two months and one day.
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Sunday, December 5th, 2004
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tonight ended on such a shitty note. i wish i could have had a better time, but i just couldnt. it was impossible
i have to leave tomorrow for school, there's a really big sociology test on tuesday waiting for me and i need to study a lot. the exam is on thursday so i need to study more.
i'm comming back down on thursday and i dont know why, because there's nothing to look forward to.
i wish i couldnt remember things
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Thursday, December 2nd, 2004
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| Time: | 3:40 pm. |
| Music: | pots and pans. |
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its late, and i have a paper to write. 3 pages about 3 goals that i have apparently completeted at school so far. The whole paper is bullshit, so im gonna bs the whole thing.
My RA kicks so much ass, he's gonna help me out with 6 hours that i need for community service tomorrow
right now i can only think of one thing. i cant do it justice by posting it, its something that you should hear, but ill do it anyways...
Girl
I can't understand it why you want to hurt me
After all the things I've done for you.
I buy you champagne and roses and diamonds on your finger -
Diamonds on your finger -
Still you hang out all night
what am I to do?
My girl wants to party all the time
Party all the time
party all the time.
My girl wants to party all the time
party all the time.
She parties all the time - party all the time
She likes to party all the time - party all the time
party all the time - she likes to party all the time
party all the time.
Girl
I've seen you in clubs just hanging out and dancing.
You give your number to every man you see.
You never come home at night because you're out romancing.
I wish you bring some of your love home to me.
But my girl wants to party all the time
. . .
My girl wants to party all the time
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Party
party
party she likes to party all the time.
She likes to party all the time -
She lets her hair down
she lets her body down:
She lets her body
she lets her body down.
Party all the time - do you wanna get any party
yeah.
Party all the time - party all the time.
i never knew eddie murphy sang a song... and it was bad
i'll probably leave around 2 or 3 tomorrow, so if you wanna make plans leave a message or somethin. i have to go back up sunday tho because i have a huge test on tuesday that i have to study a lot for.
party all the time
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